There's something to be said for waiting. There's also something to be said for waiting patiently. One is mandatory, the other just makes you look mature.
On the one hand, there's waiting anxiously for things to end. The more I experience and live, the more I'm realizing that very few things can really fit this category and not make me regret it later. I'm not sorry that some of my classes ended. I'm not sorry my warehouse job ended. And at the same time, wishing them away just ruins it for all the things that were going on at the same time and not getting the attention they deserved. Like finding time for myself. Finding time to hang out with my brothers. Finding time to enjoy the awesome weather we've had all summer. Seeing the actual headway I've made in terms of money so that this year can be a lot more fun. All these things get covered over by the constant cloud of lousiness that ruled over this summer.
(This should have been posted sooner, I just didn't have the time to do it. I might add to it later, but then again I might not)
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